un-doubtfully wasted, 
useless to surrender, 
I never fought, compromised my will. 
no doubt in my mind, 
the will to live
fully blown, way out there, 
it takes place now and again,
my will I compromise. 
Not one day went by, then came the time and
I rose, 
no longer
laying down, 
playing dead
SPIN THE WHEEL AGAIN.