WISH FOR (carefully)

The wish to know
how it works
How long since so oblivious
to what’s going on
can we/ can I really
take the understanding
of what I wish for

Sadness, the knowledge
I may actually succeed
In what I play
mastering this reality
taking what I want

do I regret the pain
inflicted upon you
can I really take the understanding
I wished for

The one that lied
to get it all
in the end
ripped it apart

The heart bleeding
Slowly emptying
the feelings
what I wished for
can I really take the understanding
of what life is supposed to be
stop the wheel of fortune